Tuesday, April 10, 2012

"His Hands"

His hands, tools of creation
Stronger than nations
Power without end
And yet through them
We find our truest friend

His hands, sermons of kindness
Healing men's blindness
Halting years of pain
Children waiting to be held again

(Chorus) His hands would serve His whole life through
Showing men what hands might do
Giving, ever giving endlessly
Each day was filled with selflessness
And I'll not rest
Till I make of my hands what they could be
Till these hands become like those from Galilee

His hands lifting a leper, warming a beggar
Calling back the dead
Breaking bread, five thousand fed
His hands, hushing contention
Pointing to heaven
Ever free of sin
Then bidding man to follow Him

(Chorus)

His hands clasp in agony
As He lay pleading, bleeding in the garden
While just moments away
Other hands betray Him out of greed
Shameful greed
And then His hands are trembling
Straining to carry
The beam that they'd be nailed to
As he stumbles through the streets
Heading for the hill on which He'd die
He would die
They take His hands
His mighty hands, those gentle hands
And then they pierce them, they pierce them
He lets them because of love

From birth to death was selflessness
And clearly now I see Him with His hands
Calling to me
And though I'm not yet as I would be
He has shown me how I could be
I will make my hands
Like those from Galilee



My Reflections:

I often reflect on My Saviour's love for me and the whole world (while we're talking about it).  However, until last Sunday, I had failed to consider His Hands and the powerful example they hold.  As the Mystical Body of Christ, we are often referred to as Christ's Hands - performing Corporal Works of Mercy every day towards our fellow man!

His hands clasp in agony
As He lay pleading, bleeding in the garden
While just moments away
Other hands betray Him out of greed


These powerful contrast in these few lines would have knocked me off my feet if I had not already been sitting down!  How true!  Christ spent His entire life doing good to everyone around Him - be they one of His disciples or a known "enemy."   Christ traveled to Bethany to raise Lazarus from the dead.  Christ used His hands to bless and multiply the loaves and the fishes to the huge crowds that came to hearken unto His words.  His hands loved the little children that came unto Him.  Sometimes I wish that I could have lived in that time and could have witnessed His life in person.  I often wonder what side I would have been on - would I have been one of the weeping women along the way to Calvary, or would I have been one of those insisting on His death!  I should like to believe I would have been at the very least a Martha preparing supper for Him.  The message of this song is a strong reminder that we should take on the Example of His Hands.  Our ACTIONS speak louder than our WORDS.  What we do with our HANDS emphasizes what we feel in the depths of our SOULS!  Our Hands are the visible proof of our heeding the reminder of President Uchtdorf:  "As disciples of Jesus Christ, our Master, we are called to support and heal rather than condemn."  

Count your blessings and use your hands to extend a few!

Monday, April 9, 2012

The Word of Wisdom

1 A WORD OF WISDOM, for the benefit of the council of high priests, assembled in Kirtland, and the church, and also the saints in Zion- 
  
2 To be sent greeting; not by commandment or constraint, but by revelation and the word of wisdom, showing forth the order and will of God in the temporal salvation of all saints in the last days-   
 
3 Given for a principle with promise, adapted to the capacity of the weak and the weakest of all saints, who are or can be called saints.   
 
4 Behold, verily, thus saith the Lord unto you: In consequence of evils and designs which do and will exist in the hearts of conspiring men in the last days, I have warned you, and forewarn you, by giving unto you this word of wisdom by revelation-   
 
5 That inasmuch as any man drinketh wine or strong drink among you, behold it is not good, neither meet in the sight of your Father, only in assembling yourselves together to offer up your sacraments before him.   
 
6 And, behold, this should be wine, yea, pure wine of the grape of the vine, of your own make.   
 
7 And, again, strong drinks are not for the belly, but for the washing of your bodies.   
 
8 And again, tobacco is not for the body, neither for the belly, and is not good for man, but is an herb for bruises and all sick cattle, to be used with judgment and skill.   
 
9 And again, hot drinks are not for the body or belly.   
 
10 And again, verily I say unto you, all wholesome herbs God hath ordained for the constitution, nature, and use of man-   
 
11 Every herb in the season thereof, and every fruit in the season thereof; all these to be used with prudence and thanksgiving.   
 
12 Yea, flesh also of beasts and of the fowls of the air, I, the Lord, have ordained for the use of man with thanksgiving; nevertheless they are to be used sparingly;   
 
13 And it is pleasing unto me that they should not be used, only in times of winter, or of cold, or famine.
 
14 All grain is ordained for the use of man and of beasts, to be the staff of life, not only for man but for the beasts of the field, and the fowls of heaven, and all wild animals that run or creep on the earth;   
 
15 And these hath God made for the use of man only in times of famine and excess of hunger.   
 
16 All grain is good for the food of man; as also the fruit of the vine; that which yieldeth fruit, whether in the ground or above the ground-   
17 Nevertheless, wheat for man, and corn for the ox, and oats for the horse, and rye for the fowls and for swine, and for all beasts of the field, and barley for all useful animals, and for mild drinks, as also other grain.
 
18 And all saints who remember to keep and do these sayings, walking in obedience to the commandments, shall receive health in their navel and marrow to their bones;   
19 And shall find wisdom and great treasures of knowledge, even hidden treasures;   
 
20 And shall run and not be weary, and shall walk and not faint.   
 
21 And I, the Lord, give unto them a promise, that the destroying angel shall pass by them, as the children of Israel, and not slay them. Amen.  
 
 
MY REFLECTIONS:
 
I have always chomped at the bit when it came to understanding the Principles of the Word of Wisdom.  But now that I have had a chance to sincerely stop and read thru them - it all makes sense.  If not from the Spiritual point of view, medically speaking...  The more research we do, the more we understand what belongs in our bodies and what works better topically.  Another concept that we should bear in mind is that EVERYTHING has a consequence be it something harmful or a blessing.  I know everyone's heard of the saying "you are what you eat!"  That's precisely it!  Whoever came up with that saying was inspired of the Lord simply because the Lord already knew it to be so and was trying to help His people.  I am actually currently in agreement with the Word of Wisdom and will strive to live it willingly in my daily life. 
 
"Count your blessings...."

Monday, February 27, 2012

Monday, First Week of Lent 2012 - Parable of the 10 Virgins

Matthew 25

 1Then shall the kingdom of heaven be like to ten virgins, who taking their lamps went out to meet the bridegroom and the bride.
    2And five of them were foolish, and five wise.
    3But the five foolish, having taken their lamps, did not take oil with them:
    4But the wise took oil in their vessels with the lamps.
    5And the bridegroom tarrying, they all slumbered and slept.
    6And at midnight there was a cry made: Behold the bridegroom cometh, go ye forth to meet him.
    7Then all those virgins arose and trimmed their lamps.
    8And the foolish said to the wise: Give us of your oil, for our lamps are gone out.
    9The wise answered, saying: Lest perhaps there be not enough for us and for you, go ye rather to them that sell, and buy for yourselves.
    10Now whilst they went to buy, the bridegroom came: and they that were ready, went in with him to the marriage, and the door was shut.
    11But at last come also the other virgins, saying: Lord, Lord, open to us.
    12But he answering said: Amen I say to you, I know you not.
    13Watch ye therefore, because you know not the day nor the hour.
 
 Meditation:
 
We all know this Parable well!  BE PREPARED - is the moral of this parable!  Sounds easy enough - but as is usually the case, it sounds easier than it is!  After all, what is this parable telling us to be prepared in?  It doesn't specify.   So, with God-given wisdom, it may be best to prioritize what we want to be sure we are prepared in!  Let's start with Spiritual necessities and then move into the Temporal Needs both Personal and Family!
 
Spiritual:
 
Do not play with Spiritual Fire!  Like Christ said, when you mean YES, say Yes and when you mean NO, say No!   Our job here on earth is to KNOW, LOVE, and SERVE God with all of our Being!   Translated to:  Know what you believe, Why you believe it,  Live what you believe, Go forth and commune with society in all Christ-like Charity!  
 
Temporal:
 
Be prepared - so you don't have to rely on others as much when the unexpected happens! 
 
It really does sound simple.  And if you break it down for yourselves and what is right for you and your family into small easy steps - it really is that easy! 
 
May the Blessings of this Lenten Season be with you as you strive to always BE PREPARED!
 
 
 
 

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Strength is Fading...

My strength is fading.  Physically I am exhausted.  Miss Sophie has apparantly run out of comfortable space in her current home.  Her movements are very distinct and cause discomfort and contractions if I am not careful.  I was told to go on a 80/20 daily routine (80% rest / 20% cleaning and what not).   Emotionally I am shot.  The stress is beyond bearable anymore.  Our family's way of coping with anything is to pass judgement on everyone and everything.  I really wonder if I am the only one who sees things thru my mother's eyes.  :(  It is killing me to know how broken hearted and disappointed she is to still be alive - completely invalid.  She has fought the good fight.  Has endured.  Only problem the "end" has yet to arrive.    :(   When I speak with my father on this issue - he wants to prolong her life (which is understandable) regardless of what quality of life that will be.  Doesn't anyone see that MY heart is breaking???  Doesn't anyone know how hard it is to sit relatively idly by and watch one's mother's life slipping away???  Doesn't anyone feel compassion for HER suffering???  Physically loosing her presence is extremely sad for us.  However, knowing that she will be in peace and happiness for all eternity - shouldn't that be reason enough for us to even reluctantly let her go???   I'm sorry.  I guess I am trying to talk out my personal frustration.  In a lot of ways it is a good thing I am going home in a couple days.  I can't sit here and watch her suffer for weeks.   I keep praying for Mercy from Heaven!  I keep pleading that Eternal Rest be granted her soon.  That her suffering may end.  I feel like I am storming Heaven in vain!  :(  I can't bear to watch her lay there and live the rest of her days in such sadness and know there is NOTHING I can do to help her.  :(  Please pray for me and my family!  We are seriously falling apart!  Pray that I may receive strength and comfort through it all!  After all, I still have an entire 3rd Trimester to go - I need to have at least what is physically necessary to complete sweet baby Sophie's healthy development!  I need to have the strength and love needed to care for my beautiful children who are taking my time away from home like champions.  I need love for my husband and patience in all things especially after feeling so "drained" of everything that I have ever been or any strength I have ever had.   By the way, my dear husband, is outstanding.  I could not have been blessed with anyone more perfect.  I hope he truly knows how deeply I love him and how much amazing respect I have for him.  Gratitude reigns supreme at this point in time.  I am so happy to have been married to him for 6 years and counting.  God is indeed GOOD!

(p.s. - trying to upload pics to this blog and it isn't working.  may work later....)

Thursday, February 9, 2012

A Mother's Example

"The soul who is in love with God is a gentle, humble and patient soul."   ~ St John of the Cross

My mother was born Zdena Marie Hajek in Prague, Czech Republic.  When she was 16, with her parents and sister, she immigrated to Canada in 1966.   Shortly afterwards, my mother worked as a Nurse's Aid at the local Hospital.  From all the stories I have heard this weekend - she was an outstanding Nurse's Assistant and was the most charitable and loving to everyone who sought her aid.   On August 15th, 1985, at the age of 35,  Zdena (now commonly known as Diane) married Daniel Joseph Braun and her home became Washington State - USA.  5 years later they adopted my sister, Maria, and I from Oltenita, Romania.  

My mother has always ensured that we had excellent strict discipline - the greatest gift she could have ever given us is FAITH.   My vision of Motherhood and being a Wife has been established and grounded in the example of my mother.   My mother was nicknamed early on "the Church Mouse."  Let's just say my mother "thrust her anchor of trust deep into the Sacred Heart of Jesus (Fr Cyprian)"  and the rest of her life flowed from there.   Mom's deep FAITH, although tested at times, was never shaken.  Her example was Jesus Christ and His most Blessed Mother.  

My sister and I did an excellent job testing mother's patience and faith.  But through it all we all survived and are better people for it.  I thank God for my mother.  I pray she be granted Eternal Rest.  <3

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

GOAL ONE: SET PRIORITIES STRAIGHT

ORGANIZE NOW! by Jennifer Ford Berry  is a life saver when it comes to my Sanity.  As much as I love organization and planning, I am amongst the most disorganized people I know emotionally, spiritually and domestic.  I have made EVERYTHING a PRIORITY which leaves NO room for organization in any specific priorities.    Step One:  in finding myself is to figure out what 10 things I truly perceive and commit to as MY PRIORITIES! 

This takes me back to a trip down Memory Lane.  6 1/2 years ago, Joshua (my husband), fell in love with me.  I was a completely different person then.  I had no children.  I was not married.  I enjoyed playing the piano, scrapbooking, hiking, and being the "life of the party" so to speak at every Young Adult function.   I was pretty much care free.  Let's look several years down the road towards the present.  I am very happily married, I have 2 beautiful children (and 1 more blessing on it's way),  I have a heart full of love towards everyone but I am so stressed out I can't adequately give anything to anyone - not even my own family.  I have so many stressors coming from everywhere.  I feel very judged almost every direction I turn.  I am praying that as I regroup on my Priorities and get back to finding out WHO I AM, WHAT I BELIEVE,  and BUILDING MY SELF-ESTEEM / LOWERING MY STRESS LEVELS / AND ULTIMATELY BECOMING THE PERSON, WIFE AND MOTHER THAT I KNOW THE LORD WOULD HAVE ME BE.

So what are these priorities?

1.      GOD  -  I am the Daughter of a KING.  I must remember that in all things I have the best confidant in HIM.   How will I incorporate my LOVE for GOD into my LIFE:
             a)     Prayer - Personal, Couple & Family
             b)     Scripture Study - Personal, Couple & Family
             c)      Positive Thinking

2.      MY HUSBAND  -   God has united my husband and I in the bonds of Marriage.   There is everything about our relationship that must be TREASURED!
           a)      Date Night - once a week
           b)      Do things together.
           c)      Connect on a Spiritual and Fun level

3.      MY CHILDREN  - God has blessed me with my beautiful children.  He has entrusted me with the responsibility of teaching them and helping them mold their characters to be God-fearing upright Citizens of Society.
           a)      Daily Reading Time
           b)     Craft Times / Park
           c)     Set Boundaries and insist they adhere to them
           d)     Family Home Evening

4.      CRAFTS / SCRAPBOOKING
          a)      make time for personal "stress-free" projects
          b)      learn how to do more things.  (broaden horizons - so to speak)
          c)      Improve Cooking/Baking skills

5.      PHOTOGRAPHY
          a)      practice as much as possible to help learn more and better techniques
          b)      take a photography class
          c)      build my HEAVENLY PRESENCE PHOTOGRAPHY business

6.       READING
          a)       complete 12 Spiritual Books this year (2012)
          b)       complete 12 Leisure Books this year (2012)
          c)       complete at least 12 personal Self-Help (educational type) books this year too (2012)

7.      MUSIC - SINGING - PIANO
          a)       singing is praying twice - so be not afraid to sing as often as possible
          b)       practice Piano - get better at it
          c)       Possibly start taking lessons again

8.       PHYSICAL FITNESS
          a)      get into a regular workout routine
          b)      improve eating and drinking habits

9 & 10       GET ORGANIZED and STAY ORGANIZED!!!!!  :)

These are my priorities.  :)  Everything else is Secondary!  :)  I need to learn to say no to extras.  :)